"Is Money Everything ?? "

As a popular track sung by Meja perfectly say, its all about the money for many people who are living today. Just take our cricket team for example most of them got auctioned at the recent auction in India for big bucks and most of them paychecks that most of us can dream of receiving.But with money people are loosing some important qualities and values.

People today have become more indulged on making money which has made them forget the important things in life. Most people have forgotten what are their responsibilities and tasks and mostly they have forgotten to enjoy life which was given to them by god for a reason.

Just take our cricket team for example, during the past our team used to win matches and think of winning first before getting paid. Now its all gone horribly wrong for them with losing every match they play while still getting a hefty paycheck.This is just one example and I can point out of many ( take Microsoft Bid to take Yahoo ) which contributes to this situation and to say the least the situation is getting pathetic day by day.

So what can we do about this? I guess we cant do anything cos everyone will say that they are doing this in order to survive. but why has money become such an important factor that even can decide peoples lives??? This I cannot understand and no matter how harder I tried to understand this during the past few days its not working. This trend is dangerous cos in the future you don t know what people will do to earn money. its pathetic, its sad.. Its frightening

Whatever happens Money has become the main course of life these days and as the song says "Its All About The Money" but I would like to end this post as I began with a thought for everyone of u to ponder

"Is Money Everything ??"

Until next time

~Peace~

Realization

After putting a lot of Thought during the weekend I came to this conclusion about the whole thing I discussed during my last post which was a very emotional one for me.

"I cant change the way I am, and the way I have lived life so far. Its not my fault only that I am this way and I don t blame anyone for this as well. A change will come when it comes and I am not gonna go after it cos it will end me up in the same old situation again. Hope others will understand me and accept me for who I am... and if they don't... its not gonna be my loss.."

If I am being true to my heart, this is a hard pill to swallow.. but what to do neda I guess I have meant to be this way.. so be it.

~Peace~

A Womanizer

I hated to admit this for sooo long...But I am now finally admitting it "I am a Womanizer..." :-(

I never wanted to get this tag on me though friends kept on telling me that I am such a person which I thought they were telling to tease me. But,lately I have realized that its not a joke cos all I can think other than my usual day to day activities and hobbies are women.. I guess its just because of my past my present status with women as well as never being loved and never payed back with love...

The turning point and the realization of this fact came to me during Valentines Day when I was talking with my school friends on the phone after very long long time.. they always new that I am a Casanova and I do good in getting to know women, so one of my friends just asked me randomly as he always does "So hows life with the gals? did u find anyone yet??" I started talking and went on and on and then after I'm done he says to me "You know something man you should be worshiped do u know how many women u mentioned to be for the last few minutes??? wow wish we were good with women like that. "

Now once I heard this I felt really sick about myself.. I was thinking "what the hell is happening to me? , Am I loosing it big time??" and after a few minutes I realized that I was... I haven t dated any of these gais I know and all of them are friends of me and I of course have their nos. I have done some match making stuff in the past as well for my guy friends introducing them to gals I know ( some of whom are still dating each other) but what does that tells about me to others?? A Womanizer , A Cassonova or worse .... "A Pimp???"

I feel so sick and sad about this whole thing when I come to think of it. I am a person who lives according to my religion and always try to do good things in life but lately this women thing has got to me very badly and I have gone to the extent in creating false identities of me and lure women to become friends with me.. ( I know u must be thinking is this the Disease we used to know and love??? yea it is sadly it is.. :-( )

Anyways I am planning to meet a Psychiatrist very soon in order to get help on this matter you know just to talk on this matter and get some advice cos I dont know what to do about it.. Do you have any idea what I can do to make this situation right? If u you do please let me know cos its a situation I just want to get off with.


I never wanted to end up in this situation and I am happy that I realized this sooner rather than later.. I think this is one reason that I have never had a GF in life so far and never been able to fine true love :-( its soo pathetic but I guess I have nothing to do cos Its just me..


Hope all you ladies who reads this post didn't get or felt offended in anyway if u did I am really really sorry cos I had to write these in order to get this off my head and I appreciate all the help and advice you give me cos I am ready for anything :-)


So another Feb 14 ends in Misery... after the rejection I got last year. Damn... I HATE VALENTINES...


~Peace~

Being Someone...

I just want to be someone...
Someone I dare to be
Someone I never been before

I just want to feel about life
Enjoy life to the best
Love life more than I have been before

Time and Days go by
Its going like an express train
I am still in my strides
Waiting for my turning point

Should I wait or not
Should I go after it everyday
I guess its the 2nd point
Which I keep reminding myself everyday

Things can get only better
I am feeling the positivity
Its running through my veins
and with that I know I will succeed :-D

I know I will SUCCEED ....