Another year comes to an end

2004, a year filled with happiness and regrets sorrows. I lft my alma mater this year i was soo sad to leave my second home but life had to go on so i went on like the others. But lucky for me i found another home APIIT LANKA. Although i lost my school pals i found another batch of pals who din't let me feel tat i lesft my collegues at school. so guys take a bow u deserve it.

Now for the sorrows. i did my al's and i din't get the expected results i wanted to get. i was happy for a moment but after i was so unhappy as i worked hard to get good results. also i could not get my driving license. It was a hard day and i totally blew my chance. Also i am still single . even my bro got a gf this year but me no . so i wish maybe next year cupid will throw an arrow at me.
There are expectations as well. i must do my dgree well . and get good results .and also i will help others more. as my life motto says.

"BORN TO HELP OTHERS".

hope my dreams would be a reality.

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Welcome To My Life

Staying in my room in the dark,
Turning up the radio high,
So nobody here's me cry,
Frustrated and desperate,
In all the things i do
Wat the hell is wrong with me
I wish i were like u
Heartaches in love, pains in my mind
Doesn't justify to the world
Did i do any crime?
All this is happening to me
As i am in middle always
So i can say to you
Welcome to my life.

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I LOVE DEATH

By reading the topic u will be thinking this guy is mad. But if u look deeper and read this post carefully u will see that this guy is telling the truth and not bluffing a ridiculous story.

my life span hasnow ben upto 19 years. And i had the first experience of death when i was only 7 yers old. It was the day the first of my 3 uncle's passed away. then two others followed him soon after. i was so confused at that time and was mad with the maker of this damn world,. for taking those poeple's invaluable lives. The pain it gave their families. how the coped with the situation. i was really sad and really mad.

but soon i realized the true facts about death. when i looked into their unconchess bodies i was able to see the how peacefuly they have gone to sleep. they don't have to wake up again and face the troubles we are facing in life. They looked really happy although their demise brought lot of grief to others.

nowadys i also feel that deatjh is better than life. the main reason for that is see how many hardships poeple are facing in life? see how the poor poeple waiting not knowing when theit next meal is going to come.? a dead person doesn't have these troubles. and i think that justifies the things i am saying rite now.

Lord Buddha said " anichha wata sankakra". the meaning of that to my knowledge is life is gonna end someday do good things as much as possible. i live accrding to thatdeath will come to me someday and i am ready for it doing good things as much as possible.

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stuck in the middle

Well the topic says it all. i have never been good nor bad i have been OK al lthe way. y is this happening to me? here are some examples.

1) i got 6A'S and C for my ol's it was not bad it was not good it was OK.
2) I got 2C's and a A for my al's it was not good it was not bad it was OK.
3) I play cricket i am not good i am not bad i am OK.
4) I play carrom i am not good iam not bad i am OK.
5) i got a B for my assginment it was not good not bad it was OK.

I don't know y these things happen to me. i wanna take that extra step forward and be among the best. but some thing? some blady little thing doesnn't let me do tat. i am sooo worried and confused and frustrated.

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