Christmas Chronicle

Its that time of the year again
where joy love and happiness rule
The dawn of Christmas is in the air
Cannot believe its so soon..
25th is a day to remember
Its my moms Birthday
Though, I am a Buddhist in Nature
I'm, a fan of Christmas Cake
I still can remember
The fun I used to have
with the Xmas tree and presents
all filled up
The Xylophone...
I got when I was small
The best present I got
It was fun playing it, with numerous tunes
Damn... I loved it a lot
The Birthday dinners
the Christmas Treats
Boy.. my stomach was full
Friends coming over
friends inviting in
Damn.. those were the days...
I hope this time too the fun will continue
bringing joy to everyone
May the world be blessed with Peace..
Merry Christmas Everyone !!! :-)

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Lately...

I have been so sick lately...
Sick in my mind... sick about life...
I just wonder sometimes why I was born?
petty things goes right but important things go wrong..

I have been so mad lately...
I haven't been able to control myself..
I have made others cry I myself have cried...
Nothing is going my way.. Anymore !

I don't know what to do lately...
weather should I be the same person or change?
People don;t understand me I don t understand them
Why cant I be just a normal human being?

I am sick of everything lately...
sick of life fear about my destiny
I am not the everyday man u c and live with
Sadly only I understand that; no one else...

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The Show is Over... The Game Begins...

Hi everyone how r u doing? I am back on blogger again after almost over 2 months my last post came on October 12 2007 :) now I am back again and I hope it wont take that much time again for me to put another post :)

Well I finally completed my degree at APIIT with my final presentation which was held today.I guess it went all right tho my Assessor was trying to bite me off my head asking me to justify the areas I have discussed in my project ( the project was a web based order management and order tracking system and I also proposed RFID for the tracking procedure for which she was asking me all the way for justifications)I defended all my points accordingly and it seems she was in the satisfied with it :) she said "I must check the justifications in the document" and I was quite ok cos I did include a significant justification in my documentation :)
One thing I was sad about was the system I implemented it was just a simple system with functionality but nothing spectacular or efficient. But I was happy on one thing it was implemented by me alone and its first time I developed a web application all by myself so I am quite satisfied with all the work I have done :D


Doing my final year project taught me a lot of lessons.It taught me how to work according to time and how to manage my work accordingly and complete each stage of my project successfully. It also was a test of patience and damn It was a lesson that I took a lot of time to understand ...there were situations where I felt like not doing the project at all and keep away from it but thats when my inner strength and self belief came to my rescue. I have never been a self motivator before but FYP did made me one and of course I should pay gratitude to my friends my cousins and most importantly my loving family specially my mom and dad for motivating me during the whole project. There were sleepless nights spent there were times I didn't took my eyes away from the pc and was stuck there 24/7 but I guess it all payed off and I guess thats what matters in the end isnt it? hehe I wont be getting my results till next March so till then I can relax a bit :) but I am sure the markers will give me good marks. It might not be a first class but I am really kool with it cos what ever the grade I get I know I did my project to the best of my ability , being true to myself through hard work ,perseverance and determination. :)

So whats next? well I have been applying for several jobs during the break I got between submission and presentation.I must say finding jobs aint easy I mean most of the people want experience and the more the value of the person the more u can get a job easily it seems. But I have not given hope still applying and lets c what happens ... I am not planning to work this year anyways gonna start working from next year onwards and theres a specific business plan in my mind 2 :) so gonna plan it out more during these few days :)

so so how is everyone out there? what did I miss? I hope everyone is good and enjoying life to the best of their ability.. just keep me posted on how u people r doing and of course I ll be again buzzing around your blogs again so be ready for that lol

Ill end this post with the topic title again " The Show is Over.. The Game Begins" and also with something I learned during the past 9 months when doing my FYP

"Never give up...Never be afraid to say what u want to say... Just be Yourself !!! :) "


~Peace~

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